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All alone no more friends really just my bf, idk why no one wants to hang with me anymore
It sucks
I didn’t do anything to anyone
Besties bf hates me
His a fucking man child to get jealous of us
I’m so done

I’m all mixed up
Nothing’s quite right
Singing is my escape
This cruel world can be misery
I want to escape
I find my comfort in dieting till there’s nothing left
Not by choice I forget about recovery when stress takes hold of me
I don’t know what’s right anymore
Where to go from here
I’m drowning…

person: i hate cats
me: what the fuck
" Trust your heart if the seas catch fire, live by love though the stars walk backward. "
" Even more, I had never meant to love him. One thing I truly knew - knew it in the pit of my stomach, in the center of my bones, knew it from the crown of my head to the soles of my feet, knew it deep in my empty chest - was how love gave someone the power to break you "

I’m half assing my recovery like an itiot it’s a daily struggle and lots of my habits and rituals I can’t seem to break.

Weed - Marijuana